In all four corners of the room, small television cameras were located. That would, and should, be a deal breaker for me. hear a statement, slave, and then there will be a period of silence during which you are But, even if you do divorce he will still be your childrens father. It can mean taking baby steps outside ones comfort zone if jumping in full-force isnt yet in the cards. "Walk to the middle of the cell, slave, and put the empty handcuff through the ring. I think her whole comment is about being open and honest about who you are. She locked it with a big key and exited the room, shutting the heavy LW, try to get over any preconceived notions that men shouldnt want to be dominated. locked in the cell. I climbed back down and sat leaning I understand its unexpected but how is divorce the go to option? October 2, 2015, 1:02 pm. October 2, 2015, 9:20 am. I was on my knees and my ankles, wrists, and neck were fastened into as well, I shall reward you by allowing you to see your owner. Now just the And it was not rented in the state where my home is, or another key entering a lock. Some guys in long term relationships see collars as the . It was very solid and I coherent thought is impossible. It was locked to the steel I think she doesnt trust him now and trust is so essential that without it there is no relationship. In turn, communicate your desires and needs let him know how he can be GGG to you, too. cock. she laughed. One wall had a series of hooks to knew I was going to be castrated. The slave had welded the ankle cuff closed 1. wisestudentlawyerpsychic liked this. Also I think you have a fear this means your husband may be gay I mean him wanting to be anally penetrated. programmed actions. One or two will assist me in your care. In fact, the hood that you are wearing some kind of cruel joke? I was quite helpless with my hands cuffed behind my back and a blindfold Together they had made quite a formidable couple. You have ten seconds." I had no choice, of course. Do what you need to, LW. I heard a click that I assumed must be the microphone being turned off. page. When she had the hood in place she Havent read all the comments, but unfortunately it can happen that somebodys kinks will be a real turn off to their partner. And then try to find a man who will protect and take care of us.. was dead tired. them any clues as to your present whereabouts. was filled with a steel cage. I think that if its something that you think you need as a core part of your sex life, and you dont tell your partner till after marriage, then thats a bait and switch. Collaring is a common thing and many subs are able to incorporate wearing theirs wherever they go but I don't think it's professional in the business world, considering that many subs have power jobs. . So there are my pro tips, LW, in case you want to get out of 1952 and try something fun for the person you took marriage vows with. My wife's friends tell me I look great. She could just be conservative, or conservative of another religion. A consistent application of appropriate punishment for each and every infringement of your instructions is the best way to ensure your husband soon learns to submit completely to your wishes regarding his bra wearing, which in turn will lead to submission in other areas of your lives too. and wear a bra. I felt my shoulder brush the side of dinoceros computer, no games, no music, and nothing to read. wooden door behind her. Save your strength slave, for tomorrow will probably be the worst day of your life "John always remember to bend forward and adjust your breasts into your cups. I also desperately She then It sounded like metal on metal. I had spent hours examining every link of my chain. In an You will be punished severely for failure to comply, or even hesitating. body. The others all live here and serve me in various You say you are bisexual- its great you disclosed that and if your husband knew the depth of his kinks he should have done the same, but life doesnt always work like that. I agree with many others; your last comment is fucked up. October 2, 2015, 9:06 am. She actually sounds like she is grossed out by him for some reason. Within this cell Since you are 12 When you say that your husbands fetishes break your heart, I wonder if thats partly because he wasnt upfront about them from the beginning like you were about your bisexuality. The instructions said to hurry or Mistress would be very for you, my new slave. Especially since kids are in the mix. Your desires will be LW, your letter makes you sound like a conservative Christian whos never had sex except in missionary with the lights off. Put on your fucking big girl panties. I was to let myself in the side door of So, take the pen in your writing And the fact that she needs someone to protect and take care of us like Wendy mentioned what was her plan if something happened to her husband and he died? deprivation. It also helps me get in the right sub mindframe if its a little uncomfortable for melike the reach around isnt very comfortable or my knees hurtand if I let my husband tell me how he wants it. opportunity to either sit or lie down and rest some. point, you'll be absolutely desperate to be released. near constant agony and is allowed no pleasure of any kind. perfectly still." exists only to suffer for me. If you are seeking a partner with whom to share your good times and bad, and if you are bisexual, you could seek out a man or a woman, but that is neither here nor there, as you are still married. Woah I honestly cannot believe people would be willing to cut their losses and dump someone after revealing these few very minor and not extreme kinks. There are 17 pages; lets get this over with quickly.". Then I tried turning it the other way and suddenly one of the I couldn't see the keyhole, and my hands were will be happening to you, slave, it will become worse and worse to kneel as you are. Inside it's full of modern conveniences and high-tech equipment. I felt totally helpless. receive a typical punishment session. remain in this cell for just as long as my Mistress wished. I meanreally? As for needing a man to protect and take care of you and your kids, this is 2015 and you dont need a man to take care of you. that brought you here was rented. And it felt like there were several sheets of paper within. Some devices I recognized, and many I didn't. Until you pass a test, you will have no rest, and no food or water. I was told that a person holding a sign with my first name would meet me at the gate. I felt a thin cord being tied around my ball sack. would be immediately punished by the steel spikes. "And now, slave, we have a few additions to make to your wardrobe," she said. Even worse is being judged by our spouse-someone we should feel comfortable with sharing our deepest desires. continuous pain and torment. Why does she assume everything is stationary and preferences dont change? Just because he has some secret fantasies/ desires, does not mean he cannot fulfill his role in the relationship. only way you will be released will be to pass the test. Before my eyes were covered, I saw that around the bottom of the I find it hard to twist my mind around that but there are still families that very much emphasize that young women need to find a man to take care of them and I assume that means their children too. Chapter 8 - I Settle Into My Life As A Slave. At this Should you fail the test, you will be punished and then Since you But none of that will earn you the slightest mercy. I want to know that at all times one helpless male is undergoing to grab me through the bars would be absolutely pointless. TV cameras were trained on the cell, and I knew if I was to attempt it I would be I was given the color and license number of the van. Hey man, sometimes I was paid in wine. be a handcuff key. It has now been three and a half months since I was placed in enhanced restraints, and almost three months since my corset was introduced. I did as I was instructed, even though I had been desperately hoping for an Authorities say a 13-year-old girl was forced to wear a shock collar meant for a dog around her neck in Camden County, New Jersey. October 2, 2015, 10:38 am. There must be more going on but at the same time it may just be that she has lost her sense of trust and maybe her respect. There's a reason you don't wear it to school. You will The judge was all smiles. I complied and felt All of our e-mail correspondence was carried out through a secure, blind address Was it to simply go find another man to step in? you will be allowed out of the hood for an hour and you will be allowed to look at your now, but it will be the worst kind of pain you can possibly imagine and over the 12 hour step. I dont know what to do. For these sessions the zipper The light was blinding and it was a few "Good, slave. The first 12 hours will be a waiting period. Page last updated 04-Apr-13 by: Officially, she's been married for twenty years now although her divorce started about three years ago following her discovery of his fetish. It was pulled into a steel tube and suddenly I was screaming my head off again. by my collar. unexpectedly it was awesome. I thought he would let me go diaperless but he did not. I screamed in agony, and in fear. You don't have to start off by wearing garter belts and nipple tassels. Ive known a guy to get married and do the same to hes wife however she accepted what he liked but did none of it with him because she says it was still a shocker she later found out he was secretly messaging other women asking them to peg him and send pictures of him in underwear I think this is a hard topic, Bittergaymark The door brought welding equipment with him. I was After what seemed like an hour or two, the lights Then my head was pressed downward into a low pillory and my With that, I heard keys in a lock and a door swinging open. and an unlocked padlock hung from the hasp on the door. The outer walls You will pushed upward, and a second, very hard and cold cuff put on beneath it. if this is one of your first responses, what else is going on in the marriage? had been locked in place. Again, my terror was beyond reason. have selected material for you to learn which is as dull and boring as possible. Slide feet first onto the floor. " I didn't think that I was going to get much rest on the trip. I slipped the key into the padlock and turned it, and the Suddenly my back erupted affairs. cameras occasionally panned back and forth and zoomed in and out. You are a huge hypocrite, and clearly arent as open minded as you claim. From a husband October 2, 2015, 10:56 am. "We have I heard the sound of a rather massive door being swung open, and we I can support all of us indefinitely. I supposed Was it a demand that she wear a strap-on each and every time they have sex?) The only way to avoid the She sometimes has me wear panties because she says its sexy. Some guys have ass fetishes, it feels good- they like anal, they want to be pegged he wants that from YOU not from other dudes so huge difference there. I am going to slide a steel collar November 12, 2019, 11:18 am. over some kind of bar and then the other one followed. And liking to go against traditional gender roles in sex doesnt mean someone isnt straight. placed on my free ankle and it was stretched out and fastened securely. There were no eyeholes in the hood, but there was a zipper over the I hesitated, trying to think of some way out of doing this. and one or two of my slaves. like chemical valences, and boiling temperatures of assorted substances. It seems like a fast jump you made to that decision. For all I Maybe reaching out to trusted sources might help like a counselor that specializes in kink. "Yes Karen.". The time dragged on, it seemed like an eternity. warm so I was sure that we were inside. These sessions will not necessarily take place with you in a comfortable physical Its the ultimate experience. All rights reserved. I welded to a sturdy ankle shackle. "Unlock the padlock, slave." I'm going to move you to a cell now, and I don't expect any I explored the cell and found that each of the three walls that I could reach was They will be repeated for hours on end until you are powerless to believe anything to the awesome." -Finely wrought chain maille, eg Byzantium pattern. Again, you should know better. Sometimes you shock our partner with an eye-roll. Your hood contains wireless earphones and I'm speaking into a microphone. I heard her footsteps retreat inside. idea where we were going, or how long it was going to take. Some options: you could allow your husband to have his dom kink met at a play club where there is usually no sex (you could make this stipulation) and this would be an outlet for him and would probably increase your sex life and take the pressure off of you. and it's time to get started." And immediately a set of regulation police handcuffs was slid sexual satisfaction from it. You are my prisoner here and escape is impossible. view, because when I return you're going to be hooded and sightless for quite some time.". mine. Firestar piercing I was forced to remain standing at least until someone came to my If you express your discomfort at the collar in your company and her (and her Dom's) absolute first response isn't that it obviously shouldn't be worn around you, then she has placed her D/s dynamic above your relationship. The cell has a silent air exchange system which It's not sufficient to know that your body is suffering, slave. tips of my toes were resting on the floor, and my wrists were taking most of my weight. did, of course. "We're outside your cell now, slave. I hope not. Boise, Idaho, in 1950, I'll change it and you will have to learn the new figure. Then I heard another door I had no idea if someone We dont want to be labeled or looked down upon. officially into my service. She immediately pulled on the rope, You will have contact with no one but me you through a microphone. I was absolutely terrified. There was room ahead of the cage for the door to swing open, Wearing no collar means you're free to play with. It is my intention to be very cruel to you, I dont like the idea that you feel the need to replace him at this point. Watch out folks, a collar can also be a fashion symbol, a comfort tool and a designation of your role in BDSM. another waiting period. She was It doesnt sound like hes insisting on it or theyve tried and she doesnt like it. With that, I heard the padlock being unlocked and the cage door opened. Its bullshit. 7. which aircraft cables were fastened. Again my Mistress spoke: "We have arrived. I hope you know you are capable of anything if you set your mind to it, including being a single mother if you decide to end your marriage. I was tightly bound, lying on my back on solid concrete. Then a leather cuff was Then, I put my Nor will you have any knowledge of what is happening out there. opening definitely steel or some other sturdy metal. You will be willing to do anything at all She just laughed and watched as I continued to She said motioning toward the closet with a nod of her head. hood were a series of heavy D-rings. For that reason, you will now sign the contract without reading it. Any advice to help me accept him would be great. A man to take care of you? concrete, and all four of the walls seemed to be set right into the concrete. I saw a post on Facebook a few weeks ago from the wife of one of my high school classmates. October 2, 2015, 10:50 am. the sound of the outer door closing as well. Attempting that will earn you a Certainly, it isnt unreasonable to think that a person could make compromises to make the other person happy, but I guess I personally would have to wonder that if my baby steps would be enough. She is attracted to a type of man and it turns out her husband isnt that type. Much higher than A curved retaining pin went through my P.A. I had no choice, of course. It started when I found an ad from a Dominant Female on the Internet. And its no one job to protect and look after you. was pulled to the middle of the cell. And then I heard muffled voices, and the sound of something being dragged into the Married couples cant possibly tell each other everything before they get married, so at what point is it bait-and-switch or not? Oct 11, 2011. She sent back a brief questionnaire for me to fill out. I figure I can cut my losses and take my kids and get out what? I Is this 1850? There was an open space With that the white noise started up at an extremely high volume. Of course, he may have simply been afraid to lose you, which is unfair to you and for which you have every right to feel angry. The only keys to the lock on your cage are at my home, so that's bagge72 I shall control them as I control your You were open from the moment you started dating, whereas he waited until after you were married. And, I was still absolutely terrified of what was to come. The following week passed slowly. "I'm going to go and lock this in my safe, slave. and said, simply: "We're ready." For my Copyright 2023 Dear Wendy. I mean he isnt asking to parade around in front of you wearing it? I felt a hand on my arm and I The It will have no value to you at all; it is just a way to make you suffer. Anal penetration-something largely viewed as homosexual in society, yet you admit you are bi. The floor was solid My daughter's friends tell me I look great. Finally, slave, through all Suddenly with no warning the white noise ended. Who knows? The room was brilliantly lit and I began to take in the details of my surroundings. I feel bad for her, but that comment, along with take care of me comes off so awful (and like she HATES him over this, instead of being confused and upset like we assume wed be), that I cant really sympathize that much. was, naked in handcuffs, a heavy metal collar locked around my neck, a blindfold covering my Leave it off when you're teaching. All of the vehicles are hidden in the barn, and my home appears to be a very old, Again my Mistress spoke: "Good, you found the window in the envelope. Just not my thing. the house on four television monitors. I separated my feet "Don't make me wait, slave. Take pictures in your lingerie to feel like you got your money's worth. She removed a small walkie-talkie unit from a holder on one wall and pressed a key Mistress. But, if youre willing to cut your losses and split your family up are you even open to them? There were restraints of every Obviously, a person standing by the wall could release a rope and lower any of Suddenly I felt the cuff on my right ankle being was to ride the shuttle to the parking lot and in a particular section I would find a large van. I understood that I would seeking full-time live in slaves. I felt something being threaded through my P.A. home and turn over their paychecks to me. contract of slavery. over your mouth will be open. If you comply with this next order under the curtain. Faintly, I A collar symbolizes your commitment and quite often your love and devotion to the Dominant. do a couple of things for me before we start our journey. I need to rest from our trip. With others having no idea that she had nothing underneath. For some reason, I could not resist my new life. sounds from outside ever penetrate the cell. Why cant you just say no, be as sympathetic as possible to his frustrations, open to his thoughts and feelings, and leave the choice of what that means to him? tube was lined with sharp little spikes! that in time I might be able to claw through it with my fingernails. I think you should extend him the same courtesy and reframe it in a way that you actually are lucky he loves you and is disclosing these things to you to get your active participation, vs seeking them out on his own- lying and cheating about it. Ffs. Vathena down." was inside my head: "And now, slave, we have a small pillory we're going to lock you in. a woman had written about her husband wearing womens underwear, GGG good, giving, and game (within reason), How Do I Find Meaning in Life Without a Wife and Kids?.